September 2009
9661.) You can keep on ignoring me if you like.
blogsecret:
I know that I’ve not been in a good state recently, but you’ve not even given me the chance to make it up to you. You act as if I’m not even there. WELL FUCK YOU. For all of these years, you’ve made me trust you and now you’ve dropped me because you have a girl and have the illusion that you’re happy. Well I knew you before this and 4 years is a long time to keep up an illusion....
Lesson 1
Never say anything was for nothing. Never say it was worthless, pointless.
“Never regret anything that has once made you smile.”
Always
Always, and no matter what I do, I can’t win.
Aunt (to Alan): I want to see you keep up your GPA, you have a month of me not being here. Me: I did it, and my mom was almost gone a year. Aunt: Well, I don’t want just GPA, I want balance. Me: It’s not my fault they refused to take me anywhere. I had to quit piano. I had to quit singing. I had to quit tennis. I stopped going to...
August 2009
“I think everyone has a certain part of their lives where they truly wish they...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
rule #1
frshlysqueezd:
family first
187. DON'T CALL YOUR SISTER A BITCH WHEN SHE'S...
(via gotwisdom)
Heard about this thing from Michelle Tiet. x]
:D
I went out with my mom this morning :) yeeee.
Got me some snacks and whatever, heheh. I’m tired though, cause walking around outside in the heat actually pulls a lot of energy out of you.
The questions I’ve been getting so far .. Are interesting.
Especially the jocker one ? I mean, I never really thought I jocked anything, and if I like .. Do “take” something, I...
Question #6
why are you a jocker? I didn’t even know I was a jocker .. ? Well, sorry than. Really, I didn’t even know I was one. Just tell me wsup, and I’ll fix it, promise :) you can still leave it as anonymous if you’d like.
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?694671-JLc0PCmC2D
Question #5
why you so ugly I’m pretty sure that has to do with my DNA.
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“I will not say goodbye, cause its not gone.”
– (via danyolays) (via poetikc)
9600.) You've changed too much. You WERE my best...
frshlysqueezd:
(via blogsecret)
Question #4
how many crushes have you had over the course of your high school years? Years ? This has only been my second year :) honestly .. Crushes ? I’d say like .. 3 or 4 ? But not anyone at the moment :) I just think some people are cute, heheh.
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Answers #2
is it true that badar beats you at all the omgpop.games like all the time? that’s what i heard.. Yes it is true that Badar sucks at those games, and that he owes me a smoothie [: dang, how’d you know !? [: I kick his ass like alllll the time.
SUP ASSLEY I’m going to go to sleep now :] heheh. Gooodnight :)
...
9562.) When my friends try to help me with my...
(via blogsecret)
First question
is it true that your a bitch? Hm, I think it’s funny you make it seem like you’ve heard this from people/someone, but I’m sure if you’re asking this, you know me yourself. If you’re nice to me, I’m nice to you. If you’re a bitch, I’ll be a bitch.
That’s how I roll.
So does that answer your question ?
...
Formspring !
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askaskask ! [:
Today
I felt like I had no life ): all I did was mainly lay around, and read quotes. I went through pages and pages of quotes, looking for one that caught my eye like no other .. But that didn’t happen.
I was somewhat productive today though :)
He replied to my message .. But he stopped. He’s gone back to ignoring me again, and it bugs me, because I want to know if he’s alright.
“I love surprises and coincidences. I love them even more when I don’t pass them...”
– Jason Mraz
“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come...”
– Unknown
It's over
I can’t get you out of my mind .. I just want to know if you miss me, if you still love me, and if you still care. You’re on my mind everyday, and I don’t even know why. It was your choice that you’re gone.
So today, I was dressed as a “baller” [; finally gave best friend his shirt <3 Nike shirts are cute, ahah. I feel bad I didn’t give Nilson one ):...
9461.) I'm tired of being the one that you can...
(via blogsecret)
Listen
Stupid people
are stupid :] and should stay the fck out of my life :) heheh.
Anyways ! Today was a really good day, maybe because I actually got some real sleep last night :)
I really like my phone, ahahah, even though I need to warranty it ! ): boooo, stupid malfunctions that annoy the fck out of me ! Lmao.
Anyways .. I have been reblogging a lot of quotes and “blog secrets” but I...
9420.) Everynight I wasted every single 11:11 wish...
(via blogsecret)
“The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year a total of 88,000 by the...”
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“Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to...”
– One Tree Hill (via littlemiss)
“But, if you look closely you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find...”
– One Tree Hill (via littlemiss)
“I love how things work out in the end. You may have doubt throughout, but if...”
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
9344.) Watching romantic movies makes me sad...
(via blogsecret)
9314.) I constantly give you chances, and every...
(via blogsecret)
“I want to dance.. I practiced.. I just want to dance.. I practiced.”
– Lilo (Lilo and Stitch)
Happy Birthday Mother ! [:
Mom = Biological mom
Mother = Ms. Parondo, aka second mother
Today was mother’s birthday .. and she gave me a printer because my mom was being dumb about everything and didn’t understand the concept that I need a printer for school.
Lauren and I gave mother a $50 gift card to Starbucks ! :DD oh, and we went to Lucky Elephant <3 yummy.
Good day.
Oh, and mother gave me a...
9329.) All the people in my life have always left...
frshlysqueezd:
(via blogsecret)
You&I
“What am I supposed to say So long since I’ve seen your face Do you wanna kiss me Or tell me you miss me Or that you want me to leave”
That part of the song is so addicting.
So I slept, and then I woke up .. Again. An hour after.
Hello sleep time that’s just like a nap ):
&Joshua x2. I didn’t call you my best friend because you gave me advice, even when we...
&Joshua
I know you hear this a lot. But things will blow over soon enough. It takes a while for you to get over things, and eventually you always will.
More important things are just the most difficult to cope with/get over. Just give it time, the more you TRY to get over it, the harder it’s going to be. Just keep your head up. In my eyes, you’re still one of the chillest best friends I ever...
Kasem's
Kasem’s making me get off for the night.
Goodnight kiddies [:
I was supposed to get off at freaking 12, that was a fail.
Anyways ! I’m excited [:
I'm quitting
iminlikewithyou
AGAIN.
Need to keep focused on my grades ! This is to remind myself [: hahahahah.
I’ll occasionally play, if .. We have like a long weekend, but it doesn’t come before school, forsure. I’m going to be a goodasianchild this school year :]]
Warped
I just realized I was supposed to go today ):
But I couldn’t anymore, awwwwww, lame ! I’ll find something else to occupy my day :] hopefully I get to chill with some legit people :D
I actually slept last night [: even though .. It was still really late, but at least I got a good amount of sleep, and not just a couple hours x]
LET’S HOPE MY ALARM ACTUALLY GOES OFF...
Reminder #1
I need to keep my body fit during the school year.
Hopefully do a bit if exercise everyday at home, on my own [;
Justin: imy baby
What the ? So many people moving to the Philippines. Crazy shiet.
Oh my, it’s freaking LATE, better go to bed x] heh .. In a bit.
Happy 31st Birthday Kobe Bryant. :)
(via frshlysqueezd)
Sophomore Year
I’m going to step up to the plate. Stand firm for who I am, and who I’ll always be. I’m going to keep focused on my studies more than other things. It has to come first.
There’s just too much that’s going to happen, and it’s going to go by so fast, I just hope I can keep control and not fck things up.
Nawin’s going to not get any C’s and he’s...
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are...”
– Mitch Albom (via quotewhore)
@nancy
frshlysqueezd:
tranashley:
Your song on your tumblr is the only thing that’s keeping me from screaming right now.
In a hella bad mood though /:
whiteboy?
Nope. He isn’t worth it [:
It’s just that this is my last weekend before school starts .. And I’m not doing anything, people are bailing, and it’s really bugging me. Because I turned down like .. San Diego and...
@nancy
Your song on your tumblr is the only thing that’s keeping me from screaming right now.
In a hella bad mood though /:
Bailers
People who bail freaking annoy me.
Especially when you cancel other plans or turn down other things to keep your plans with them.
Could’ve gone to San Diego yesterday, and then some beaches today.
Boo you.
