I’m at that point where I’m starting to realize what I want. Lately, when it comes to guys, I want someone who can hold it down. I want somebody with drives and ambitions, someone who is inspiring and to be proud of. Everyone seems so immature lately, all they ever talk about doing is getting fucked up, all they ever want to do is get fucked up. I understand that’s fun and all,...
[[MORE]] It was nice seeing you this weekend, but I guess what bothers me is that I feel like you weren’t as excited to see me as I was to see you. At the same time, I know it’s my fault. I stopped talking to you and that’s why we lost what we had. You mention all the time how if we hadn’t stopped talking, we’d still be together to this day, and honestly, I...
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You know what still just really gets me ?
I’VE KNOWN YOU FOR THIRTEEN YEARS, SINCE 1995. SINCE WE STARTED KINDERGARTEN. But you couldn’t even have the decency to take a picture with me at OUR graduation. I would drop my entire world if you needed anything from me, ever. I went through so much with you by my side, I went through so much with your family being my hope that one day I might raise a family the same way. I’ve...
I think I finally cracked.
How do I know this ? Well I may or may not have left two holes in two doors. Oh, and I may or may not have thrown some cups around the kitchen. I just really think I need to get the hell away. I’m getting unstable /)_. not to mention I’m sorta scaring myself.