Than why is it such an issue for me to sit at your table for your debut ? Which is something I really can’t understand. That got me hella annoyed. I’ve been your bestfriend for years stacked on years, but it’s a huge issue for me to sit at your table, that’s cool. I tried to help you with anything you needed for your debut so you and your family didn’t get too stressed over it, but that really pissed me off.

Somehow I’m your “bestfriend” but at the same time when you really think about, I’m not, am I ? I just so happen to be your oldest friend that your family got used to having around.

I don’t even care to go anymore. I really don’t feel like performing or sitting at a table where apparently I’m not even wanted.

It’s a stupid rant, but I mean, it makes more sense in my head. I’m just tired from my nap.